I'm trapped
to do activity such everything is good and pretending this is that i want is so hard and so difficult
it is so hard guys to do what we dont want to do
needed more effort and hard work than i used to do
why?i never imagine i can stand up in this faculty!
being someone that you never thought before
and worse....struggling to get out for 2 years but the fact say you have to stay
rethinking, rebuilding, reacting
yes those are that i did to stand up in there
you all must be know i produce nothing and create nothing in there (for 2 years)
finally at the end of my study in the university, i could make them proud at least
they thought if i could finish my study on time that they want is a great.
and this is happened
they're so proud of me, my parents exactly
i'm graduated in last february, february 2012